Christmas used to be one of my favorite holidays as a kid and still is but, i think it's charm is slowly fading away sadly. It's probably from me being ill but i think there are other aspects to it. It's from the internet bullshit that's been happening, all of those dramas, politics, people getting called out for ridiculous things and me having extreme burnout after school or in any ocassion. it all left a sour taste in my mouth. I also dont have my cat this year :( i hope next year is gonna be waaay better. i know that this is relatively short but for the people reading these posts i hope that yall are having a good holiday right now!